Risk
    it always comes down to risk, heart-break
    
    ever the bee sting wild itch of first sight, heart-delight
    
    never heeding the throb under old scars, heart-stupid
    
    fated as forever fifteen, hair like waterfall, breasts that hypnotize,
        light-hearted
        
    wouldn’t age (“Stop. This never gets asked!”) wouldn’t
        I mean
    35 or 58 or 70 plus lover's brain cells have figured it out, heart-renegade
    
    laughter is the only resolve, raucous, belly-button-popping, heart-madness
    
    she—always just she—walks by with shadow bagging pounding lusts,
        heart-craving
        
    just she, head bobbed up less than a nanosecond, eyes like fangs of innocent
        allure, heart-hapless
        
        just, a random glance, a startled inhale, an accidental tingle of fingertips,
        just, just, heart-afire
        
    it always comes down to risk, hearts-comforting-as-one